There are questions that follow you like shadows
Why do some things happen effortlessly while others slip through your fingers, no matter how hard you try?
Why do certain patterns repeat?
Why do I feel a mysterious pull toward something I’ve never fully understood, yet always known?

For me, that pull was astrology.

It didn’t begin with a chart or a dasha.
It began long ago in childhood through palmistry.
I remember elders looking at lines on hands and saying things like:
“Ee line idre madve chennag iruthe,”
or
“Education super aguthe.”
That was my first glimpse into a world that seemed to whisper secrets beyond logic.

But as I grew, the curiosity became something deeper.
I started noticing patterns in my own life strange ones.
There were times when I worked relentlessly but saw no results.
And then, there were days when without effort, life would reward me with something unexpected
like finding money on the road.

It’s bizarre, but true:
There has hardly been a stretch of 100 days in my life without stumbling upon money lying randomly on the street.
As if the universe was nudging me,
“You are not alone. We’re listening.”

Even in relationships I’ve been lucky in the energy women have brought into my life.
My mother, a pillar of positivity.
My sister, a constant support.
And yes, I’ve had casual relationships, moments of fleeting intimacy, but never a deep two-way love
except once.

There was a girl.
Manu.
Engineering days.
She was the one I was ready to leave my Casanova skin for.
But the cosmos had other plans.
I didn’t get her.

That pain didn’t break me
It awakened me.
It made me realize I’m not at my peak yet,
not at my prime.
Because my life is not random.
It is designed.
There is a cosmic fingerprint behind every rise, every fall, every person, and every silence.

🌌 The Dance Between Free Will and Fate

I don’t believe free will is a zero-rule game.
I believe free will is the arrow,
but planets are the bow.
A mass always affects another mass that’s physics.
The same applies to planetary energies.
At birth, we inherit a certain alignment, a frequency that keeps humming through our lifetime.

And I’ve come to feel:
If I align my intuition,
if I sharpen my inner instrument,
there is no one who can understand this science better than I can.

But more than proving anything to the world
I want to use astrology to change the way I see myself.
Because when that changes,
everything changes.

✨ The Calling to Heal

Astrology, to me, is not about prediction.
It is about precision surgery of the soul.
It’s the X-ray of karma.
It’s the MRI of the mind.
And I want to be the spiritual surgeon who holds that tool
not to impress,
but to heal.

I’ve chosen ICAS, Rajajinagar, founded by the legendary Dr. B.V. Raman, in 1984.
And I know this is not a one-year curiosity.
It’s a 10-year tapasya.
A journey I am ready for.

Because some people are drawn to money.
Some are drawn to fame.
But I —
I am drawn to meaning.
And astrology is my bridge
from the chaos of the world
to the clarity of the cosmos.

Let the planets guide me.
Let the cosmic energy bless me.
I am ready.